gaza

everyday.. i see de faces of young children on de front page...
blood stained clothes... bullet holes...
its horrible!!
they r just kids 4 goodness sake...
leave them alone..
it breaks my heart..

here we are.. being so ungrateful about what we have.. being greedy.. always wanting more..

n de poor kids?
they'll be happy if... they stay alive.. their parents stay alive.. n they can walk out of their homes without a rocket blasting them into a million pieces!!

what kind of life is that?? a horrible 1?!?
we shud thank God everyday that he hasnt let dat happen 2 us in Malaysia...
although we suffer from different types pf persecution..
at least we,... wont have 2 worry about being a missile target...

stalker!!

i have walked from from class/coll... to de lrt station..
at night.. alone.. and everything has been perfectly fine...
today.. in de middle of the afternoon... the weirdness begans...

im walking up 2 de station.. guy catches up with me.. indian.. mid 30's..
guy:
" u look familiar.. r u from bangsar?"
u have a very familiar face...
r u working/studying?
how come u have class on saturday?

n me.. being de idiot i am.. actually answered all his questions.. short of hiving him my address...
i still didnt feel weird... " maybe de guyz being friendly" i thought 2 myself...

to test my theory.. i went into a convenience store... n guess wat??
de guy actually waited 4 me!! outside!!
i panick gila!!
called my fren.. n thank goodness he hadnt gone home yet.. so he said he'll come...
so.. i go out of the store.. n de guy asks me " are u scared" i say no...
he says" de way u were on de phone.. i tot u were scared...
n he keeps asking me.. r u scared?
i say no... ( by dis point.. i am shaking with fear... de saving grace being de fact dat it was a public place with lots of ppl walking about)

n he asks me wat i did 4 new year.. whether im a christian.. n a=wats my name..
i'm an idiot.. cant even think of a bloody fake name.. n gave him my real name.. half of it anyway...
n then he asks me.. how can i get in touch with u?
i just say " sorry.. i dont know you"...
n he goes away.. comes back again..
"its ok if u dont know me.. but don be scared k..."

n he goes away.. n comes back again...
shit i tell u!!

finally he leaves.. 4 good!!

n my knight in shining armour.. arrives.. if not 2 rescue me.. 2 at least be some comfort!!
thank u soo much 4 volunteering 2 come.. i owe u!!

now im afraid dat tomorrow morning when i go 2 de station.. he's gonna be waiting there 4 me...
*gulp*.. i hope not wei..

GOd... please protect me from scary ppl!!

penang trip

penang trip.. rotaract club of atc.. 3 days n 2 nites...

when we saw de place at first.. it was like what the?!?
but once we got settled it.. it was actually pretty comfy!!
our motel was like 5 metres away from the beach..

i hate malaysian beaches.. they r super gross!!

but this time.. i fell in love..
at night.. full moon.. high tide.. it was really nice.. de bar/club in de beach totally set de perfect mood...
i now officially love beaches at nite!!:)

i experienced 2 things i've been wanting 2 try 4 ages!!!!
banana boat n para-sailing...

banana boat--- was soooo fun.. except i dunno wat de hell happpened.. but when de guy moved de thing like an inch.. i had alredi fallen into de water.. practically be4 de boat even moved!!..
pls don ask me how on earth dat happened.. thank goodness 4 my rescuers-debbie n mesh.. or else i would have probably fallen somewhr in de middle of de sea!! haha

giri was so funny.. de boy cant swim.. poor thing..i think he was terrified for his life... when he fell into de water.. he was shouting out 2 us girls 2 help him...
we tried!! but he was about 2 take us down with him!!
so we decided 2 save ourselves 1st n let the waves push him 2 shore.. which it did like 15 mins later!! haha

parasailing-- was cool! i think its de closest i'll get 2 flying unless i try sky-diving...
de guy dipped us into de sea at 1 point.. n lifted us up into de air again.. dat was d best part 4 me:)

stuff was relatively cheap there... since buying makes me happy... i bought.. lots of stuff...
i owe my deepest gratitude 2 chiew ee n giri who shopped with me.. thanks u guyz!!
i bought de most stuff i think which was made by bag soo heavy!!

there was plenty of laughter.. enjoyment.. n fun!!
a long needed break wei.. it was great!!
definitely looking forward to another trip with this bunch... :)

its been a while...

its been a while since ive felt de need 2 rant...
n now i have soo many things 2 say... i need 2 have a few posts!! haha...

happy new year:)

2009..... resolutions?? none....
why?
i'm not gonna keep them anyway.. y bother? haha

hopes 4 2009? lots....
new friends...
good friends...
great results...
amazing memories...
fun times...
hot guy??
new beginnings...
closure from de past....

lets hope all my dreams this yr come true:)

happy new year 2009 :)
~ especialy 2 all u sweethearts who actually take de time 2 read my blog~

fun fun fun

this holidays has 2 be 1 of de most fun relaxing enjoyable holidays ever....
i bought so many things...
for myself...
as presents....
spent quality time with family...
and friends from near n far....
played games....
good times:)
de more stressed up n busy u r.. de better de holidays get...

totally loved these holidays:)