yoga

my friend wrote a really interesting note about de banning of yoga...
my sentiments?

wat a bunch of morons!!
how can 1 thing lead 2 another??
wat kinda crap n bull is that??

does smoking neccesarily lead on to becoming a drug addict?
does eating vegetables slowly make u start trying to eat trees?
does eating mutton lead to you eating a live goat>?
does taking a bath naked lead to you running around the streets naked?
does stealing a chocolate bar when ur a kid mean u'll go on 2 be a bank robber when ur older and thus u shud be banned from ever entering a bank/store ever again?

dear malaysian idiots who are thinking of this,
stop treating the ppl u r making these rules 4... like they r a bunch of imbeciles!!
i believe dat de muslim community consists of people who know whats right for them..
so... pls give them some credit to be able to make the right decisions...
as much as u enjoy parenting.. get over the fact that malaysian muslims are no longer children and they can indeed decided for themselves what's best...

yoga has so many other useful uses... n most of the time does not even get into the chanting for non believers of the chant.. so.. why the worry? n big hoo haa?

ever heard of the saying think before you speak?
clearly.. some ppl have forgotten about that...

aargh!!

so many things 2 do...
2day i actually used my brains.. 2 think really hard!!
my head started hurting like hell!!
guess i need 2 give my brains a work out more often...
or maybe not.. part 1 n icrc r already doing that 4 me....

my life : 16/11/2008

its ridiculous that we have 2 print so many pages 4 the tort cases!!
de freaking case is 60 over pages.. 1/2 my ink finished wei...
i think i'm gonna go do de printing shop n do nxt time...
ink is expensive!!

i've got so much of research n reading 2 do for the mooting.....
thinking has never been so time consuming n energy draining!!
aaargh!!!

assignments r coming like bullets from a machine gun!!
soooo many 2 do.. with sooo little time 2 do it!!
4 assignments due dis week...
so dat leaves..
4 assignments... n 2 days to do it...

Dear God.. can i have extra miracles this year?
I really need it!!

its all about de chase isnt it?

its all about de chase isnt it?
y is it... that when u like some1.. then the person actually likes u back...
things get boring...

its all fun n exciting when no1 is admitting anything.. its only flirting..
but when it gets more real.. it b'comes a turn off?

when some1 clearly is not interested in u..
or is not as bothered.... suddenly de person has such an appeal?

the human mind works in twisted ways.. dont u think?

memories

i miss school!!!
soooo much!!!
de good old days!!!

whr recess was fun!!!
puposely move slowly 2 annoy de prefects...
we cud run into each others classes whenever we felt like it ...
we wud have boy-watching sessions....
talk about politics n how we're so fed up with it...
spend hours on de phone after spending de whole day with each othr...
hide the liquid paper when de disicpline teacher comes around...
bully teachers into telling us wat was coming out 4 de exams(altho it didnt really work!!)..
dissect rats...
complain bout how many flights of stairs we had 2 walk up...
sit down n laugh about de stupidest things...
de dance practices.. the fights.. the make ups...
the crazy moments.. the kodak moments..

good old days...
i miss school:(

24 hours?

did u know thr r 24 hrs in a day?
duh... or else u'd be a real idiot rite...

do u realize how much of it is spent in doing.. nothing?

i keep feeling like i've got no time.... n i realize.. dats coz...
i've been spending my time...
daydreaming...
staring into space...
being stoned...
stuck in a void of nothingness....
i'm very dysfunctional at de moment...

i think i need 2 go hit myself on de head 2 make de nuts n bolts in thr start working again..

70 yr old

i'm not 70... but i have de body of a 70 yr old!!
why??
1. i'm always getting sick
2. i'm always tired
3. drink anything cold - i'll get sick
4. get wet in de rain - i'll get sick
5. yesterday my veins started popping out of my feet...

i need 2 drink some of the *feel 50 yrs younger crap* they've been
advertising..
bummer...

freaking out!!

aargh!!! wats happening 2 me?!?!
my brain has stopped working!!...
i've been staring at books n words.. nothing's going into my brain...
i'm gettinf scared!!...
i don wanna screw up my exams!!
it doesnt help dat ppl keep saying stupid things like top scorer bla bla bla...
ppl!! get over it!!
dat was last yr!!
its an old story!! chapter closed!!
whole new ball game this year!!
n rite now... i'm definitely on de losing team...
going 2 have a break down soon...
aargh!!!

i have decided....
no matter how good a person i thought u were...
de way u've treated me.... has done nothing 2 even remotely suggest u r a good person...
i dont know wy ur doing it...
i keep telling myself ur a good person..
u have good reasons....
but i cant anymore...

i have wasted enough tears on u....
i have wasted enough time on u....
i am drained...

God has made me a promise.....
When i've built a relationship with Him... n de person i'm meant to be with has built 1 too....
God will bring the person into my life....
Now is not the right time...
I need 2 learn patience...
I need 2 learn independence..
I need to learn to love unconditionally...
i Need to learn 2 trust that God knows whats best 4 me...

will that person be u?
i dont know...
but i need 2 stop wasting my life thinking about u...
coz i don wanna miss the right 1 if n when.. he does come along;)

lies n lies n more lies...

i saw u from a distance... all was good....
the distance was bridged....
a friendship was formed... all was good....
the admiration grew.... the trust grew... the love grew....
all was good...

but then u left....
u walked away....
u didnt even say goodbye....

u said u dreamt about me... i guess u lied...
u said that u enjoy talking 2 me... i guess u lied....
u said u love being with me... i guess u lied....
u said i've become an important person in ur life... i guess u lied...
u said u will always be there for me no matter what... i guess u lied....

everything that i thought u were.... seems to have b'come a lie...
i dont get screwed over.... then how did this happen??
have i b'come such a bad judge of character?
or have i been so blind.. i closed my eyes 2 de real u n saw only wat i wanted 2 see?

u said u loved me..... u lied?

*sigh*

pregnant?!?

something's wrong with me....

i'm having really weird pregnant ppl syndrome...

i suddenly have cravings... which disappear the minute i get to the shop...
many perfumes make me feel sick...
i keep having ridiculous mood swings.... perfectly happy 1 minute n de next.. shaking with fear n then anger for no apparent reason!!
but i am not pregnant!!!
n wont ever be until i get married;)

but....
this is scary....
is this is wat being pregnant even remotely feels like... my husband better ne 1 hell of a guy!!!