what the &*%^#@$^%?

mum: ur a naughty girl.. if you keep doing things like this.. mummy wont love you...
mum: go to you room!
mum: dont ever talk to me again!!
mum: u r so stupid.. where's ur common sense? ur an embarassment!!

mean... but common.. possible.. rite?

here's something new:

mum: u never ever listen 2 me.. ur not my child anymore.. next time u act up, i'm gonna whack u..i'll whack u soo hard until u bleed all over..... n after that.. what will u become? a pile of shit.. useless to me..a big lump of useless shit... where does shit sleep?with the rubbish..

if this doesnt sound absolutely hurting 2 u.. how about de fact dat it was said 2 a 6 yr old?

wy do i always see these things happening? (i swear.. i heard it with my own ears)

thanks mummy for never saying that 2 me:)

jail

i've been 2 jail.... pudu jail... cant quite believe it huh? innocent girl like me? haha..
well.. i have.. as a visitor during my skool dayz:)
de copy cat crime i talked bout earlier... its pretty disturbing..
when i went 2 jail.... i saw videos of de prisoners being hit with thick rotans... n how the guyz but got all red n scarred...
they took us to the room where ppl get hanged... the sound of the preparation before the prisoner is brought in 2 be hung.. the actual process itself.. the sound of the black bag being put over his head... it still rings in my ears...

dat makes me think... if skool kids were all taken 2 visit prisons... 2 see how horrible n shitty n frightening it is... wud that possibly make them scared enuff 2 stop committing crimes in the future?
its a theory... which...i think.. might just work:)
if ever...i do anything.. dat makes me have 2 go thr... pls shoot me.. its 1 hell hole i do not ever want 2 have be in...

flash back

remember those good old days of skool? i miss it... a lot...
remember when we used 2 write karangans/essays bout how teens get influenced by tv shows n frens... back in skool.. i tot 2 myself.... wat bullshit!! wat kind of idiot gets influenced so easily?
now... i have a confession... i realized.. we all are those idiots...
wy do u think so many skool kids get busted 4 making out?
wy do u think u make out or have started 2 or are even thinking about it?...
wy do u think some ppl smoke when in reality they hate it?
something to think about huh....

poor child in some part of the world.. does a copy cat of some stupid video game n ends up killing a cab driver... dats juz totally stupid....
but who's 2 judge?
we all get influenced 2... its juz dat... some amount of sanity in each of us stops us from crossing that line...
lets just hope... dat more people in dis world r sane... rather than insane:)
p.s.... to my dear teachers.. sorry i doubted ur wisdom:)

the mummy n sex and the city

the mummy 3 cannot be compared 2 de mummy 1 n 2... which was damn scary n creepy!!
it was more like a national treasure styled movie..
sex in de city was soooooooooo nice!!
girls shud totally go watch it with ur circle of best girlfrens!!!
my money was put to good use:)

results

results r coming out in about 2 weeks time... the thought of it...
well... i'd rather not think about it...
but... the king's scholar was announced n it's a person from b.a.c.....
not that i was expecting it..
but.. i really hope.. dat 2 all de ppl who were so confident i wud get it n couldnt stop telling me how sure they were that i wud get it...
i hope u realize... i am not that smart... n i highly doubt that i was even close 2 it...so next time... jus don say anythin k... coz it juz feels wrong...
by the way... at least 2 ppl in college owe me starbucks... but i bet u all (u know who u are)wud have conveniently forgotten all about it by now... rite?

dilemma

here's something pretty scary n whack at the same time...
i found out bout an employee(m)...... her employer... once when angry.. screwed the person's keys into m's belly... (it hurts.. try it...)
n another time.. m was apparently strangled... till she almost collapsed.. thank goodness thr was something 2 divert her attn away.. or else..
de whack part of it.. is... she apparently had gotten hit by a chair which was like 10 kg hard wood... on her head.. n apparently came out unscathed.. altho this was not by the employer.. so...is this all a figmemt of m's imagination? no1 can come out without getting injured.. can they??
i honestly dont know.. but if it is true.. wat do i do?
i'm just praying that everything will be ok for now... i assured m dat de malaysian police will not let her employer get off scot free in the event anything serious happens... since de individual wud clearly be the 1 responsible... was i too bold in saying that/ or do i really have that much confidence that justice will be served?

helping hands... really?

rumah chrestus (i think dats how its spelt) is the name of the home i visited with de rotaract club..
guess wat?
apparently...a rat drops by 2 visit!!! i hate those fuzzy little horrible monsters.. n no amt of watching ratatouille is gonna change the way i feel about it!! eeeewww!! n i really dont understand wy some ppl pay money 2 buy em at pet shops!!
after a long day of hardwork... (which caused a lot of bodyache!!!!)
we were pretty satisfied with wat we did;) hepefull.. we cleaned it enuff 2 send de rats packing...
2 any1 reading this... u shud try doing sumting not 4 urself once in a while.. it really feels good:)

u know wat de really annoying part was? this 2 ppl.. who came 2 "help".... most of de time.. were on their phones.. n were lying down on de bed with their phones!!!
wat the*^%$#$%@#$&(*$^@#%&$%^!!! (thr shall be no profanities used) haha
i swear.. i nearly.. almost.. gave them de worst scolding they wud have ever gotten in their bloody lives.. thank goodness they left by de time i exploded
bloody hell!! who asked u 2 come? don come.. fine... if u come.. n really cant help.. pls don lie doen on de freaking bed.. while dest of us r breaking our backs painting n scrubbing the floor@!!!!

my very own blog:)

my 1st blog... when its like so not the craze anymore... haha
oh well... why do i wanna start a blog?
an nur said it was evil... well.. thr's nothing like temptation 2 suck u in:)