emotional luggage

i dont know wats wrong with me....
i'm not an unhappy person.. but i just realized.. dat sometimes... the things i say.. tend 2 make ppl feel dat way... coz i focus on de bad rather than de good i guess...
in my head i'm always looking on de bright side.. but it doesnt come out dat way...
i think i tend 2 feel better when i let out de bad.. coz then.. only de good part remains in me.. n i feel better.. guess i shud also think bout how dats making me sound.. something 2 think about..
anywayz,,, 2 all my good frenz(who wud probably be de only ones reading this anyway)!! haha...
thank u so much 4 all ur support n i love u guyz tons!!
even tho i may be so complicated n flawed.. thanks 4 sticking around:)