the end..

when i leave this world....
wat would i wanted 2 have been able 2 have done in this life?

its only times when those who are close n dear 2 us leave.. do we start wondering...

i've wasted so much months thinking bout ppl who dont deserve it...
i've wasted so much days in my own fantasies of 'what ifs' instead of getting real..
i've wasted time crying bout those who dont know wat it means 2 hurt others...
i've wasted precious moments being angry rather than forgiving...

wat shud i be doing?

i shud be trying 2 build a deeper relationship with God
i shud be spending time with those i love de most..
i shud be telling them how much they mean 2 me...
i shud be trying 2 make some1's life a better place...
i shud be thinking less about me n more about othrs!!

u noe wat sux?
its de fact that i know i'm going 2 repeatedly waste time on certain stupid things n regret it later...
i'm gonna try harder this time...
i hope it works...

i want 2 know that i've made a difference when i leave this world...

after all....
The Big Guy up there did put me here 4 a good reason rite?
i hope i make Him proud:)